What ever will be...

Until my anatomy ultrasound, where if speck is feeling cooperative we will get to see his junk, or lack there of.....but I'm hoping for junk! lol!!
I definitely am just happy to be having a baby, and want it to be healthy with all its parts in the right locations! But for some reason a really want a little boy, I just see myself as a boy mama. and we already have a little girl. Who lately if i didn't know better would think she was hitting puberty with how emotional she is! lol! I'm sure its just a growth spurt, as that is how she gets just before she starts eating me out of house and home and not fitting into anything, she recently grew out of all her shoes, so I'm guessing some height is next! thank goodness for shorts and flip flop weather!

also mark Sept 14Th on your calendars! my cousin has told me that is the day she is planning for the baby shower! And from what i know so far it will be held at my aunts house in Rhonert park.

I had my regular Dr. apt on Wednesday! went great, heard specks heartbeat. I'm pretty sure speck is going to give me run for my money and be a stubborn child, every time she would find the heartbeat....speck would move to the other side, then she would find it....and he would move again. this went on about 6 times in a row, then i think he got tired and let us listen for a few seconds! JEEZE i can only imagine what were in for!
Dr told me all the same things Mary and Vicki have been telling me, RELAX, don't put so much on my plate, dont stress...you know all that stuff. She recommended i see a counselor, so I'm going to do that. She says i have too much going on and need a release point! she is right!

Steven has really been great the last few weeks, doing so much around the house, as really i haven't done a thing since we moved there...except laundry. One day will be unpacked.....one day!