What ever will be...

This is my last full day all alone with savanna. Just me and her. :(

Of course I will still enjoy the next 4 days off with her, but today is the last day that is just her and I all day.

This makes me sad. So today I will just lay around and hold her, kiss her, play with her and make her smile. Nap with her, smell her head, and snuggle her.

Right now she is passed out on my lap as i type!

Its very hard to carry something for nine months, spend 10 weeks adoring her, and then having to leave her. I really dont know how people are ever excited about leaveing there children to return to work. It makes my stomach turn thinking about it. I know she will be takin care of exactly as  i care for her, as she will be with sarah and she will be loved and adored all day but its still hard. I know it will get easier, and that i need to go back to work for my family, but i dont have to be happy about it.

I am happy about the money, and the interaction with people, I really do like my job. But i like my baby more!

Savanna & I....oh and of course p-chomp! he is never too far from her!

we had our annual christmas eve -eve (dec 23rd) at sarahs this year, it was great! (except that steven missed most of it because his boss was being a douch bag and made him work till like 8 but thats another story)

We had great food and family and fun times and that is all that matters!

All the "big" kids wanted to hold the baby, so they took turns

Ellies turn, only she wants her turn to be all the time, cause she is seriously in love with savanna, it is soo cute! I hope that she always loves her this much, I see them being close like jonny and brynn are, just because ellie is so inthralled with her. i also hope she loves her new little sibling this much too!

then it was the big sisters turn! She is such a great big sister!

So I have been trying to play with my camera more and figure out all the cool stuff it can do.

i finally figured out how to get to black and white after almost a year!

so today savanna got to have a little photo shoot!

chomper is a camera whore, when ever i take pics he wants to be in them!

savanna farts smell really bad! im not sure why but for the last 4 days this beautiful baby girl has been farting (and stinking) like a man. she even made my brother gag yesterday!

my poor stinky baby!

Wow this year has really gone by fast! Can hardly believe that a year ago today we were getting married!

heres to many many more!

she loves to be on her tummy