What ever will be...

Well where to start? I guess a little background would be nice....

My name is Monica and I am 25, recently married, and the proud step-mom to a wonderful 4 year old girl named Brynn. I work Full time for a private golf club in the Sonoma Valley, And I sell Partylite candles as well. I have always had a lot of ambition, and wanted to achieve so many things, thus i have started MANY projects and endeavors.....started being the key word.
I used to want to be a firefighter, so in high school I volunteered at the local fire station, Went to EMT school and became an EMT, that IS something that i actually finished, but when i started to actually work as an EMT, I guess i realized that it just wasnt for me.....So I started taking classes to get my POST cirtification to become a police officer, and about a year into that....i guess that wasnt my thing either!
So I worked in a bank, sold Partylite and lived my life trying to decide what it is that REALLY want to do. I got into a relationship and decided that I just wanted to have a family. Well after about 2 years of that, it was appearent that wasnt going to happen, the other half of the "relationship" just wasnt for me!
WHAT IS FOR ME????? is all i could think...... what is going to be MY thing? what am I going to do with MY life??!! Dental hygene school...NO, Nursing school...well have yet to actually get that ball rolling. but i feel that could be in my future.
So i moved away, not too far, but far enough, I thought I would go to school...nope never did that. But I did end up with the best life i could have asked for.

I moved away from my "firmiliar" surroundings, left my toxic relationship and moved away with just one great girlfriend. And sought out to figure out my life and what i wanted. With the thougth...... "what ever will be, will be" and that will just be.

I ended up falling head over heeles in love with an old friend, who ever so quickly swept me off my feet, taught me what love really is, and has been the greatest addition to my life. He has taught me how to love, how to live, and how to be strong threw the hard times. he is my ROCK.

which leads me to where i am today, In Love with an amazing husband, have a beautiful step-daughter and plans for a few of our own, I have a great job that I love, I still sell candles on the side, and a great love for crafts. I love to Scrapbook, it is a great passion of mine. I have recently learned to Crochet, and have developed a henkering for making cakes. I consider my self to be very creative.
With that said, I start this blog, as a outlet for my creativity. No one may ever read this; this could be a "must read" someday, i have no hopes or goals for this blog, what ever will be will be!